Wednesday, October 26, 2011

I'm baaaaaaaack (in a scary, Halloween-type voice)

... so. Um. It's been a while.

I have a million and one excuses for why I haven't blogged in four months. Both of my parents moved into new houses, and instead of hiring professional movers, they had me do most of the muscle work.  I have three part-time jobs, and am about to interview for a fourth one.  Instead of graduating in May of 2012, I am completing both semesters of my senior year simultaneously so that I can graduate at the end of December this year.  And yet, if I'm being completely honest, none of these are the real reason why I have been neglecting my internet outlets.

The truth is, I have been feeling really shitty. As in, my mood swings could rival a woman in her ninth month of pregnancy.  I'm stressed out for obvious reasons, and it doesn't help that the relationships most dear to me have been falling apart for months now.  Whenever I even begin to think about my life, all I want to do is complain, and that is not why I have this blog.  I refuse to be the poster child for teenage angst; I fully recognize that my life is awesome.  As an incredibly fortunate person, there is no excuse for me to bitch to the internet about how much life sucks.

In my leave of absence, I consumed three tubs of frosting (minus the cake).  In other words, I gained about seven pounds and my face is full of acne.  The point of this post is that I'm ready.  I'm ready to lose those pounds that purely consist of chocolate and cream cheese frosting, get rid of my clogged pores, and improve my attitude.  Cool things happen to me all the time, and what can I say? I'm a narcissist.  I want to talk about them.

Man, it feels good to be back. xx

1 comment:

  1. Hello!
    I was just thinking that I hadn't heard from you in a while. And then I checked your blog and found this.
    Chin up my dear. Swings and roundabouts.